This Girl's Thoughts..

a lot has been goin’ on with yah girl. i had a semi-crush, actually i wouldn’t even call it a crush i just thought homeboy was cute so let’s just call it an attraction. i was attracted to this guy i only knew threw Twitter, we got to tlking one day, exchanged numbers & all that good stuff. we ended up chilin’ a few times but it wasn’t really anything, but before i started to catch some feelings i had to ask homie what he saw me as cause i wasn’t tryna waste my time. we established we were just friends which is perfectly fine with me. so MOVING ON! saturday (april 14) i threw a pool party at my house. that shit was CRAZY! everyone got drunk as hell, even though it was super ugly out a few of us jumped in the pool around 9ISH lol. but the damn cops shut us down around 9:45 -_____- but i had the time of my fucking liiiiiife. & on the plus side i think i met someone at my party. he came with one of my homeboys & we were flirting at my party & we were both drunk as hell but somehow we managed to exchange numbers lol. he said he wanted to see if i would still feel this way when i’m sober. so we txted that next day & we hung out at the park in our neighborhood (turns out he lives in my neighborhood, how cute is that?!) but we just tlked for HOURS no awkward pauses, nothing too flirty just spent hours getting to know each other. i loved it, almost forgot what it felt like to have a decent conversation with a male that didn’t automatically jump to “hey, you’re sexy let’s have sex.” but we’ve been txting day & night since then & we’re gonna hang out this weekend which i’m gonna nervous about cause i’m a cheeseball lol. i’m not jumping to any conclusions but so far he seems like a really special guy, we’re more alike that i imagined but there’s nothing wrong with that. okay, i’m gonna stop typing now >.<